PS

prepare food for meeting at night.

borrowed friend's kitchen and stove.

while cooking need more utensils but didn't bring

saw some on the table which don't have labels

just use.

later a girl came out and says do you know you using mine?

says don't know.

she ask who's the friend ask to use and stuff.

answered.

she warned don't simply use other's things.

then she contacted friend.

like want to tell the whole world i've used her utensils.

then friend ask me why use hers.

kept quiet. 

(common sense: nothing to use then use what? hands to cook?)

said sorry so many times

still like vvvvvvery big issue

keep on finding excuse to scold and blame me

really on fire.

kept quiet.

feel like crying 

keeping everything inside alone

without anyone standing in my shoe with me

all against me

beh tahan staying longer in school

went back to prayer service.

asking to pray for my studies.

in turn touched by the words from her mouth

not only in studies but everything else

she stands in my shoe and felt me

though do not know about the issue

felt relieved, released and satisfied

no longer empty

prayer service is the best place to be.

no matter what situation and mood you're in.

they know though they do not know.

Thank you, Lord.