Getting out & up

The feeling that i once hate

got impatience about

and try my very best to get rid of

... came back

TIRED

is the word.

It once makes me feel weak.

makes me get frust

makes me catch fire anytime

makes me burst at anyone

makes me a friend of the devil.

I had a rest on that. Yes, into comfort zone.

And I think and think and think again.

Why Where When Who What How.

Not an exact answer appear.

But this time with lots of assurance and confidence and

FAITH.

I took that step

which tired will get back on me.

Maybe I wanna go near to Him

I wanna draw strength from Him

I wanna rely on Him

I wanna rest on His shoulder

I wanna see His coolness, greatness, awesomeness

..I wanna know Him better, like I wanna know my friends better.

Body aching.

Eyes heavy.

Neck and shoulder feeling tight.

Back with lemon (sour!).

Hands and leg shaking.

Burden on! (driving, safety, time arrangement, assignments, extra activities, scholarships, forms..)

but

Heart and mind relaxed with His songs on ears

Just need a mature sister in faith to journey with me.

Listen, care, suggestion, guide, pray and hug.

A reminder that He's with me when I can't see or hear.

A Step of Faith?

=)