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it's a Wednesday
felt disgust the whole day
the smell of fish plus gloves stays on my hand
after the dissection and splitting the internal organs in bio lab
wasn't feeling good

lunch on matthew 23
3. so you should obey and follow whatever they tell you. but their lives are not good examples for you to follow.
5. the reason they do good is so that other people will see them
12. whoever makes himself great will be made humble. Whoever makes himself humble will be made great.
.....how terrible for you, teachers of the law and pharisees! you are hypocrites! you .....
37. jerusalem, jerusalem! you kill the prophets and kill with stones those men God sent to you. many times i wanted to help your people! i wanted to gather them together as a hen gathers her chicks under her wings. but you did not let me.
"God bless the one who comes in the name of the name of the Lord"

off to chm lab at 3pm
the lab session seems so long
anyhow, it ended.

CF at 7, had a peaceful time in the 1cent game
just can't believe it's so difficult to lose
almost like no chance of loosing

anytime, you'll lose some money in the play
and anytime, you'll somehow win some back
anytime, there will be someone collecting tax and super tax
and anytime, there'll be money on the floor for you to pick up
anytime, there's someone who catch people
and anytime, they just free them..
but they just don't want to catch me (this is the not fun part)

and... anytime when you buy a slave, you'll be in deep financial crisis.
you need to pay to buy the slave, give the slave money and you need money to play the game and suddenly the super tax come in...
that's the way you gain the chance to go in the jail
and when you think you can relax in the jail,
someone will wanna buy you out..
but when they do not have enough money to buy you,
you'll be so happy, no need to go out so fast

and somehow, the king will free you out from the jail and give some money for you to continue the game..
and you win more money than before you go in the jail coz the king play some game with you.
at the end, the king announce everyone is the winner.
haih.. no chance of losing :P

this game makes me think, when you've given your life to Jesus, there's no way you'll lose yourself. when you've taken the challenge to play the game, there's no way you can lose.

there's ups and downs in the journey of life. there's win and lose in the play.

there will be time you're in terrible situations after losing something (financial, health, relationship/family, problems, studies...). the super tax come in after you buy slave and give your money to the slave.

there's also people who comfort you and people who step on you during your bad times. people want to buy you and dont want to pay the money.

there's time you'll grieve and turn sorrow. be in the jail for longer (my case in the game was happy coz i was tired).

but Jesus will not leave you alone, He's always there for you, to help you up and comfort you. the King came and save you, free from jail and give you money to survive.

God will bless you and you'll multiply more than before coz you're following and obey Him. you win more than before coz you play game with the king.

You'll gain eternal life if you believe in Jesus. Everyone who participate is a winner.
Nice game.

breakfast at 9.30pm.
tired.
there's still many things to do.
but i know i'll never lose.
coz i have Jesus with me.

16/3/2011, trust and obey.